Man, I am tired. It is pretty late.
I have lots of work to be getting on with over the next couple of days, which is nice enough. Means I will always have something to keep me busy. Apparently I shall also be watching Corwin for some of tomorrow, which eats into my time a little bit.
It was nice to have a night off from scaring myself. Gives me a little bit of time to mentally recover from the strain I have put my mind under, with me attempting to block out all the scary thoughts it generates throughout the day. Still, I don’t really have to worry about that for at least another day, if not longer, depending on how things go with work.
It’s nice to see that I have pretty much reached a stage where I’m not scared of mirrors or the dark anymore, which are classic phobias that arise whenever I experience anything scary. Usually takes a little while to recover from that anyway.
The only issue is that I really do want to know the story behind this game I am playing, but at the same time it does put me so far outside of my comfort zone it is practically impossible to measure. Still, maybe pushing myself will do me good. After all, nothing in reality can really be as scary as some of the shit these people can come up with, not least because it doesn’t have to stick to any form of real-world logic. And that is what makes it extra scary.
Elliott Rogers, novice blog writer extraordinaire.