Argh! What am I doing!
I mean, at least I managed to get up closer to the morning today, but still. What am I doing with my time? Today was yet another day of not finding anything that I really wanted to do, so I just sat in limbo all day. I guess you could say I was recovering from last night, but that doesn’t really count for much.
I dunno, I just kinda feel like a waste of space right now. I’ve used up so much of my holidays already, though there is still a while left for me. My weeks are spent in quiet anticipation for the day where I get to meet up with people and spend far too much money and other than that not much happens.
Even now my life is still strongly dictated by other people’s actions. Pretty much everything I do comes down to someone else somewhere along the line. Not that I don’t like what I do, but it seems very rarely to be on my initiative.
No point worrying about that for now I guess. I am just going to go with the flow tomorrow as well. Let’s see how things pan out.
Elliott Rogers, novice blog writer extraordinaire.